Can Dreams Really Hold Meaning?

This may be a brain dump post. We will see where this one leads. I've been dreaming a lot this week. I used to interpret every dream I had in the past, but I realize that may be a bit much, at least for me. So, for a good while I said I would only interpret the dreams that you really feel talk to you and impact you when you wake up. When you have one of those dreams, atleast for me, I know that it's a special one.

I want to say it has been months maybe six or more that I have let go this idea of analyzing everything in my life and then this week happened. I had four nights in a row of heartfelt dreams that really helped me release so much I've been carrying with me for so long. In one dream, one of my prayers came true or shall I say my "dreams came true". I was able to spend one on one quality time with a family member who passed that I never got to connect with because they lived overseas. This person was so loving and accepting of me in my dream that not only did it feel real but it also healed a deep wound of feminine connection in my life and for that I'm so grateful for this week.

There is a person in my life I am super worried about. This person is not doing well in health and I cant stop dreaming of them. Today as I spend time connecting to myself through this platform I think to myself.. It's important that I share with those I love how much they mean to me. Which I feel like I typically do. I think often when I take space from certain relationships "how do I want to show up for them and make it known how much I care in case I dont ever get to say goodbye?"Is this a good thing? Or is this a big fear of mine. I'm not quite sure but I've been making sure to make right the things I feel I have been wrong in. I am making sure I tell those I care for how much they mean to me. And for the ones that I'm not sure its healthy for me to continue going back to, I just remind myself of how much I have shown up for them to show my love rather than speak it while things were still healthy.

Honestly, I dont know where I'm going with this. I am just processing as I type. I just want to be intentional and mindful with my life and this blog is helping me to ground myself as I come here. Thank you for being here.

Love ,

Gabi